well.. now just sitting infront of the com with my smart 4..
going to eat dinner soon and going to pasir ris mrt there by 9pm.. soon will be back in tekong again hahas..
heard some bad news from my friend.. although they said its rumour.. my heart still aches...
if she really did that.. den i've trusted the wrong girl all the time... im so stupid... haha...
what else can i do now? but laugh at my own stupidity... i still cant forget her and i still feel the pain over the lost..
i feel as if im being pushed to the limits sometimes.. my heart pumping so hard that sometimes i felt as if im going to do something stupid for that few second..
why... does it hurt so badly..
Ben says (7:21 PM):
so what if you try going after ur ex again and get her back
you think you gonna get her back cos she loves you ?
wrong.
its gonna be out of pityt
Ben says (7:21 PM):
and then she gonna do stunt again
because rememebr she is the one who can severe the ties
she hold the control
why you wanna put ur self as the victim
as a guy you must always be the control
not the victim
Ben says (7:22 PM):
always remember we can take shit because we give shit to others
Ben says (7:22 PM):
i know you think its so harsh but thats how it GOES BOY
Ben says (7:22 PM):
ya i saw ur fb la you too nice or wat right
aiya mag
i used to think like you
in fact sometimes every now and then
Ben says (7:23 PM):
i still feel like you
its because we were brought up and taught to love and respect our siginificant other
hence we wanna give nothing but the best to them
end up you dont want to do anythign to offend them
but this world is a harsh one mag
Ben says (7:24 PM):
grab ur kevlar vest and man up.
gonna take alot of bullets in the heart and still keep firing ur sperms
thanks ben i know... but im just.. sighs.. i will take note of wat u said and keep reminding myself...
anyway abt the bad news:
Ben says (7:11 PM):
yeah mag anyway those were rumours
just thought you should know
Yc`` says (7:11 PM):
from who man?
Ben says (7:12 PM):
apparently word got around
that during this wine tasting class
she drank 2 glasses and then puked
and they found her resting in another guy's arms at one of the class
that day lama told us
Anyway.. i've to be strong.. this coming week in tekong is going to be xiong.. have to do SOC and other strenuous activities.. cant afford to let my emotions take a grip on me..
too much lately....
我很累。。
但我知道没有人会来帮我的。。
无论如何我只能靠自己。。
