just gt home..
my life really isnt complete without my other half.. someone whom i've vowed to myself to be with forever...
promises are just words.. yes i know.. they are meant to be brokened by one or another..
yes im getting over it.. im moving on.. but i cant stop these suddenly heartaches from errupting in my heart.. they feels like muscle cramps.. and everytime u breathe the pain seem to be worst..
i saw the florist which i got my last roses for her.. and the night after which she broke up with me..
today they had great beautiful roses..
went out for some air.. came back.. walking thru the cooridoor of the mall and the song "Sorry seems to be the hardest word" started playing.. haha.. why cant it be other songs thats on air at that precise moment?..
why am i so weak..
i wana give myself a slap.. but will that wake me up? i doubt so.. give myself more time k..
i feel so tired.. feel like just sleeping now..
but no i have to attend 2 events later...
hextic hextic.. i enjoyed those peaceful days with her.. but oh well.. simple life only happens in fairytales.. the real world is hextic, cruel and realisitc...
痛。。
