couldnt sleep.. end up went to macs at beauty world to visit my bro and sis (zen and tiff) with benjamin as they were studying there.. took the car and drove there.. as its within my neighbourhood only..
curse the stupid army for delaying my lic! my batch unlucky lor.. not only rank frozen if never complete BMT and now they're going to check through the milege in detail before approving the lic.. cause of some jerks in the pervious batch who cheated the milege to get their lics! people like us who worked our asses off to get our milege has to suffer due to them..
arghhs!! i heard might have to drag for 1mth-2mths! whereas my friends in the previous batch got their lic within like days after they ORD.. so irritating lor!..
anyway i finally had my double McSpicy meal tonight.. it tasted just like the Mega McSpicy leh.. i think they just changed the name.. and they modify the meal such that if you upsize u get the hot and spicy shaker fries thingy?..
well.. we just chilled in mac.. discussed about some issues.. and also got mentioned about my degree.. currently thinking of going perth.. BUT.. im not sure yet.. honestly i rather stay in SG to study and work.. esp that my parent's health are getting worst by the days.. if i go perth it would be 3yrs or more.. i dont really wish for them to continue supporting me even at that age... although some people thinks that i dont care and dont think.. but actually i think until im clueless already...
i realised that the more we think the more we'll hesitate.. so why not just jump into action? crap all the risk and uncertainties.. they will always be there!.. learning is to be in a situation where u cant control and adapting to the changing and facing your fears..
thanks tiff mei for sharing her experience in her career.. i agree and understands with wat shes trying to bring across.. someone once told me the same thing.. but i didnt manage to convince her..
anyway thats the past.. like wat yin always tell me.. we shdnt live in the past.. its unhealthy!..
i must learn to be firm.. yes my parents has always been making and doing all the decisions for me since young.. i wished they didnt.. so i wont became such an indecisive person now..
theres more for me to learn in life!
so much so much more!
dont be naive anymore..
its time to get out..
