feeling horrible.. but who will appear and be there for u?.. most people will just give a casual remark.. "Are you alright? What happened? Chill/Relax.. Takecare..".. after that do you think they really will think about ur problems / worries or care about you??
haha...
once again must say this is life... the ugly truth..
face it and accept it.. is this always the only way we can see it? when will there be an exception when something different happens?...
how i wish i can find another self like me.. at least i wont always feel so alone... to people whom can never understand i've always been like an emotional freak / attention seeker or moodswing to them.. seriously go and die.. dont judge and assume if you dont even understand them...
i hate it when i have an emotional leak..
too much stress and issues lately causing this outbreak..
i need a break..
maybe tonight i should drink until i get high from cheap drinks from 7-11
can i even still enjoy the bbq later? i doubt...
not going to care so much anymore..
no matter wat.. think before u say anything.. just because u're affected it doesnt give u any rights to hurt people around u whom are helping eventhough they're in a shit hole themselves..
