been ages since i last blogged..
well theres soooo much i like to say but well i think i'll just keep whatever happened in the recent months in my memories and not blog them out.. as i also dont know start from where..
i've been insanely busy.. but in a sadistic way i love what im doing.. although i struggle to keep things balance i think its impossible.. and somethings i must choose to let go.. there's a limit to how much we can achieve in a day.. trying to overcome that limit will just worn u out terribly.. at this critical age i think im mature enough to know whats right and whats not.. although emotions still blinds me sometimes.. i try not to let them effect me too much..
at the end of every hardwork.. its always best if there's this special someone.. but i think its pure fairytale because human are naturally selfish being...
Lastly i just wish to be given some peace when im sitting down resting.. i hate it when i feel complied to doing 'certain things' even when im tired.. its crap! There will be this thing bugging in my thoughts.. feel so restricted..
I've changed.. i can feel it.. im kinda not exactly the same as before..
I like who i am.. I hate how much i wasted my life before,
Finally i've widen my eye sight and able to see more things..
I will try my best to catch back all the lost time i've lost..
I think one of the things which i've lost long ago was the ability to smile from my heart..
